sleep

Do you know what really sucks?
When you can't even keep your eyes closed for more than 15 minuets let alone sleep, for two days straight. I'm soo tired. It sucks but oh well I'm sure I might be able to sleep tonight. If not? Well looks like I'll be passing out for a few minuets at lunch again. It seems to be that I have all this energy during the night that just makes me want to get up and dance and sing and scream but during the day, I can barely keep my self awake, and that doesn't really work because of school. I swear I'm a nocturnal creature trapped inside a human body that's trying so desperately to escape.
Any one out there that thinks they have some tips for me to help me sleep at night? If so, please tell because I'm about willing to try anything, because this has been an on and off and on again thing sense probably November or so of 2012.
Look I'm sorry if this is allover the place or something disorganized, I just am having a hard time organizing and concentrating on my thoughts.
In school we are doing an English assignment based on communication, we were to choose a subject, doesn't matter what it is, and put together a three minute verbal presentation that we will be talking to the teacher about. Well I chose the Slenderman, because, I've just been really interested in the entity or being or what ever it is for a couple of years, I've got to admit it's a pretty cool subject, it's fun to read up on, and put together a presentation is going to be even more cool... Thing is, we are supposed to bring an object to the presentation that will enhance the presentation, and the object has to relate to the subject... I am seriously stumped on what I should bring to the table, because its the Slenderman, I mean, what is there to bring, an entity that doesn't exist? Any suggestions people? Oh speaking of the subject, when I was on the Slender Wiki this morning, I found this interesting connection to the SCP FOUNDATION'S SCP-582, further known as Bundle, which not only happens to be one of Slendermans lesser known nicknames, but the description and idea of the creature happens to be veering towards the Slenderman descriptions. They had blanked out the creatures more well known name on the foundation site, but also suggested that it was a memetic creature, a meme, Slenderman is a meme.... see where I'm getting at here??? The only difference I've noticed really, is that Bundle has multiple diffrent manifestation body's, going anywhere from humanoid figures like the Slenderman, to plant like manifestations, that give off enough radiation that a human exposed to it will die within 6-10 hours.
Ahh what do I know I'm just a 15 year old doing silly naive research on something that needs no further research... wow I got really carried away in that paragraph... Sorry...
Anyways guys, I'm going to leave it at that for tonight, talk to you next time!

-Desiree

dizzyness

Hi. I just remembered that i have a blogger account XD.

        Its been like 3 months sense Iv been on here so ya. My names Desiree (just a reminder) and as of Feb 20 i am officially 15.  I have been so bored lately its Unbelievable  I constantly find my self laying on the floor or blasting my music because I have nothing better to do with my life. Last night when I went into my room at my grandparents to go to sleep, I got stupidly dizzy. It was not like ah im sick kinda dizzy but it was like every time I moved my room would spin and I was not able to do much for walking because I was not able to keep my balance. This was at about 1 in the morning. It is now 3:48pm and im starting to feel weird again... haha weird. Whatever.

     I cant do anything with friends, but that's because i don't really have any. Yay me.(note sarcastic)

     And now my foots falling asleep.

     Im fairly sure that being that Iv only had 10 page views that no one is ever going to read this so I guess im just going to be treating this as a diary. But because I know its public im not going to go into complete detail for reasons of privacy. I will be starting to post videos on my YouTube accounts (I have two)
 those accounts are DesireeDeranged, and Desiree B. I don't know when my first video will be up but ill post on here when they are.

  Oh one other thing, does anyone have any advice for me on how to fall asleep faster? Because Iv been having a hard time falling asleep as of the past 6 months and mom does not want to bring me to the doc to see about what it may be, she thinks im lying, and frankly Iv been over exhausted lately because I cant sleep well.
Any help is greatly appreciated.

-Desiree

hey guys my names desiree

hai my names desiree
sorry for the strange name on the blog im just a little fucked up
tell me what you want me o blog about and i will be happy to blog it
thanks bai bai